[Saturday, August 27, 2005]
this is creepy.. is it exact or what?







Your Birthdate: April 21

Being born on the 21st day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life.

The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental.

There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude.



You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression.

Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.

You are energetic and always a good conversationalist.



You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters.

Your mind is practical and rational despite this tendency to jump about.

You are affectionate and loving, but very sensitive.

You are subject to rapid ups and downs.



What Does Your Birth Date Mean?


this is weird..
Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating

Maybe you're looking for love...
But mostly you're looking for fun.
You could get serious with the right person.
For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.
What's Your Ideal Relationship?


bwahahahaha so im a player?! tsss weird. cheesy cheesy stuff


You Are Strawberry Ice Cream
A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.
You often find yourself on the outside looking in.
Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.
You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.
What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?


i dont like strawberry ice cream. weird. sino chocolate chip? hahaha joke lang. si champ! ay corns corns.



Your Daddy Is Pedro Martinez


What You Call Him: Papito
Why You Love Him: He takes you to church

Who's Your Daddy?


i call my daddy papito? hmmmm... hahaha :-D


Your Hidden Talent
You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.
You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.
Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.
The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

What's Your Hidden Talent?


ows?














The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.



What Are The Keys To Your Heart?


so i am a player? bwahahahahaha

Wrote On The Sand At 3:53 AM

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[Wednesday, August 17, 2005]
im sure we have all screwed up even at least once. im sure of it. it would be impossible for someone who hasnt even just once.

i screwed up and im sorry. i screwed up a friend and im sure i have lost the trust of that friend. i really dont blame that friend for feeling that way or if that friend really hates me now. i really hundred percent understand it.

im just sorry that we didnt have the chance to actually talk about it or to sort things out. but like i said, i really dont have the right. i dont deserve the time actually.

so there. again im sorry. if you want to curse me in front of everyone, fine. do what you want.

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so.... test week out the window already woohoo! its now the second quarter. time flies so fast exagge. so first quarter worries were the upcat and physics. second quarter possible worries.... ACET AND PHYSICS.

physics will never leave my worry list. its always gonna be there no matter what.

i just hope i get a decent grade in the card. raaaar...

finished all my tests. yahoooo.. last test remaining is the health test. she is weird. she told us she would leave the test paper with ms.olalde because she would be absent today. turns out she forgot to give ms.o our test papers. raaar.. so we are stuck with nothing. want to take the health test already. i want to finish everything na.

haaaaayy...

just got my acet test permit. my sched is saturday afternoon (1pm-6pm) highschool room 32. i preferred the morning sched but no more room for me. darn. oh well.

if you have the same sched as mine, tag me. :-D

Wrote On The Sand At 4:03 AM

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[Friday, August 05, 2005]
eww what the? ang jologs ko talaga. whenever i look back and read my posts, i suddenly get goosebumps.

UPCAT tomorrow.

please pray for me. i really need it. its only now that i realize that i do want to study in UP. so pls. pray for me.

il sleep early later. i have to because everyone says so. its better daw kasi. ok. oh well..

may God bless me.

Wrote On The Sand At 3:56 AM

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[Monday, August 01, 2005]
im in marquinton or bluewave. whatever you call it. haha. im all alone. my dad dropped me awhile ago. nuxx independent. haha yuck jologs.

anywayyy....

im pissed. argh..

i really dont know why im pissed. i just am. well.. i do know why but i cant explain it here im sorry. i hate it!

well... its your life not mine. its your choice not mine.

goodluck...









enough na. tsss..

the reason i went here is for me to do all my research work. wala pa kong nagagawa. haha. nagsstalk lang ng mga tao sa friendster. oh man. how i miss friendster. i miss stalking people. :-D

haaay.. oh well..




again..

you know who you are. goodluck na lang.

Wrote On The Sand At 2:49 AM

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[Sunday, July 24, 2005]
haha. trizza wants an update. il give her one. anything for my love. hahaha. yuck. eww. that didnt sound right.

last week was like hell for us. tests here and there. those tests were not the ordinary and usual tests, mind you. they were HARD. the trigo and physics tests were, well how should i describe it, pain in the ass? yep.

not sure how i did. wish me luck. eeps.

finished the harry potter book yesterday night!! :-D

i cried dumn.

well.. warning for those who havent read the book. im gonna spoil it. here it goes. im sorry. i just have to let it out. :-D

GINNY AND HARRY BECAME AN "item"

HERMIONE AND RON ARE SOMEWHAT CLOSE TO AN "item"

DRACO IS A DEATH EATER

SNAPE IS FRICKIN SHIT!!!!!!!! HE WAS A SPY ALL ALONG. HE IS THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE. HE KILLED DUMBLEDORE!!!! PIECE OF SHIT

HARRY WONT GO BACK TO SCHOOL NEXT YEAR


haaayy.. that felt good. had to let it out. im sorry. at least i warned you. ;-D

i loved the book. i was crying when dumbledore got hurt because of drinking something... haha.

i love it. you have to read it.

it took me 3 days to finish it. of course, i had to eat, sleep. watch tv, use the phone, study and stuff like that. im just defending my time. haha. some people finished it in just hours. whoah.

cant wait for the next boooook. but its also sad that its gonna be the last one. tsk tsk tsk.

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SONA today. wonder what she'll say. im sure whatever it is, the filipino people would still take it negatively and they'd still object im sure. im counting on it.

because of GMA, we dont have classes today. woohooo. so the whole day, gonna study for philo and trigo, and review my expert notes.

the upcat is only two weeks away. my schedule is on aug 6 saturday 12:30pm math building. well whoever has the same schedule as mine, hope to see you there.

wish me luck. har har.

Wrote On The Sand At 10:02 PM

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[Sunday, June 19, 2005]




What Your Dreams Mean...






Your dreams seem to show that you're very preoccupied with your fears and problems.

These bad dreams indicate that you need to spend more time on your issues during the day.

Overall, you are very content in your life.

Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities.

You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.




What Do Your Dreams Mean?


Wrote On The Sand At 6:32 PM






You Are 17 Years Old



17





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.



What Age Do You Act?


Wrote On The Sand At 6:32 PM






























































JOANN
J is for Joyous
O is for Outrageous
A is for Altruistic
N is for Naive
N is for Nervy




What Does Your Name Mean?



Wrote On The Sand At 2:36 AM

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[Sunday, June 12, 2005]
June 11, 2005

last last last day of experts. we were there for the whole day. 8am-5pm. some decided to cut class and go somewhere but of course, synty trizza, ken and I stayed. :-D

good students ata kami. hahaha.

how sarcastic.

im so tired... and full.

June 10, 2005

went to eastwood to celebrate trizza's birthday. :-D we first went bowling. as usual kulelat ako. har har. my score was 47, i think. yeah. ken was the highest. he won. wooowww.. im sorry. haha.

after bowling, went to ojs the waiter didnt give us my fave drink, weng weng haha, because we were minors daw and crap. oh well.

after ojs went to teriyaki boy. ordered the something sushi. it costs around 90 i think but there were only two pieces of the thing. stupid ass.

ken left.

went to the cinema but sadly there were no seats left. m boys came. they went to tokyo tokyo and the rest of us went to jack's loft.

ordered weng weng. :-D after 1 glass, tipsy na. stupid ass. synty and i left jack's loft and went around in circles. talked about useless stuff. hahaha.

she went to mcdo and i went to tokyo tokyo with aika and the m boys (papi, dan, kiko, mac, raymond, jake and ung guy na may mayari ng isang house sa valley golf). i forgot his name. i am so sorry jake natamaan ko mata mo. shoot im so sorry. :-S

so after tokyo tokyo, went around in circles. went to the toy store. aika and papi bought the black round thing. magic 8 ball? ayun.

so after the long long day, went home.

im so tired..

Wrote On The Sand At 8:30 PM


Missing every moment of what seems like centuries ago and with a snap of a finger, gone. I'm being senseless I know.

I just can't believe it's all gone and I can't seem to find a way for everything to go back to normal. I miss the laughter and the pain, the joys and the sadness, being anxious and excited, going behind everyone, butterflies in the stomach and a certain tingly feeling inside whenever you'd feel happy or simply satisfied with everything.

One night captured all of those feelings but I took it all for granted. I am stupid. I miss everything. I know I can't have what I want but it makes me sad that I can't. I don't have the ability to go back through time and change all my stupid mistakes.

Memories of you come crashing in my head. We were walking and I stepped on my dress and tripped in front of my teachers. I asked you if you saw that, you answered no just to make me feel secure. I was about to make a speech, I was so nervous I couldn't eat. You didn't eat also so that it would be the two of us who would get hungry and not just me. I knew you were very hungry but still, you didn't eat. Dancing with you and being with you was where I felt most safe and secure. You were the sweetest thing that ever happened to me.

Soon everything will change. We are now very distant already but what scares me most is what might happen months from now. Everything will change.

So many questions keep on popping in my head. "Am I the only one?" "Am I alone?" "Is it only me?" I usually feel this, which's why I become very hesitant.

I don't care what other people might say or react or whatever. I'm sorry but I don't give a sh*t.

I guess what I'm trying to say is..

I miss you.

Now you know.

Wrote On The Sand At 8:29 PM

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